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shockedRIP MJ. The world is truly going to miss you.
<3
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Your Very Clear Voice This Morning
Makes Me Live...
boredHappy birthday darling! Forever are you SuJu's maknae! I'm glad you enjoyed your day~
Oh and here's a little something. LOL:
Oh and here's a little something. LOL:
Gettin' started
Posted on 2009.06.19 at 21:51Current Mood:
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Current Music: Don't Don - Super Junior
If you're wondering if I got started on my to-do list yet, my answer is no. No worries, it's going to be done by the end of next week.
All week I've been stuffing fat foods in my mouth. :( Before I end up like Jon and Brandon, I'll skip McDonald's and Burger King. :S Don't know if I can do it, though. Ma doesn't cook anymore.
...My back hurts. Gahh, yoga stretches are my savior now. But sometimes, when you bend back for so long, it literally hurts.
Told my parents about YG. Ma said I needed to impress her with my dancing first. Then singing. It takes me so long to learn a dance because online tutorials confuse you. Having a real dance teacher would help a lot! But ohh, the money...
Plus, I'm excited about SNSD's new song! Aiyaa, I didn't think that was Micky's voice in the beginning. Personally, his English isn't as good as I thought it would be. =\ But the song sounds addicting. Kind of like Gee, you know? ;)
Off to print out some posters.
Oh yay! The money came in today! Pa said we can now buy the camera I've wanted. A Sony camera with 12 megapixels. If only it weren't pink. I wish it were water-proof too; If I brought it to the pool, it wouldn't be ruined.
Ma said that we could both go clothes shopping again. Finally! I've wanted some new clothes ever since school was out. Graphic tee's, capris, shorts, spaghetti straps, and flip flops! If I could, I'd like some sunglasses too. That would be fabulous. Oh, and we ran out of sunscreen, so we need that too. =\
Jessica emailed Pa telling him that she needs a computer. Either one for birthday (because we never bought her anything), or for college. Yee! She graduated! I totally forgot about her graduation. Sis grows up fast. I wonder if she forgot about me, though. Do you think Pa can afford one for her? I've my own to worry about.
Yesterday, I started looking through Fairyopolis - a book I bought when I was still in elementary. It's pretty. A journal about how a woman found faries and sketched beautiful pictures in it. Instead of a journal, it was more like a scrapbook. So now, after looking through it, I want a scrapbook of my own! It's so creative and nice. Paste your memories in there and look back at it whenever you want. Think Ma will buy it? I want to convince her telling her that it's a summer project I'd like to work on.
I'd like to audition for YG Entertainment! I read Soompi's forums, and sounds like I have a chance. Well, everyone does, but I really, really want to try out. Despite that I have to practice vocal training to be 36452393723729193283 better, there's hope. YG is a tough place, but they don't care what your nationality is! Korean or not, your welcome as long as you have talent. Very few people made it through auditions for YG last year, a black girl and a Korean one (I think). I might have to be like Bom-shii. Keep working until they accept me.
I like SM, too. But they don't always protect their stars privacy so much. There's Super Junior and BoA, but YG is more like a family. That's what I like about them.
Off to start practicing! YG, wait for me!
Ma said that we could both go clothes shopping again. Finally! I've wanted some new clothes ever since school was out. Graphic tee's, capris, shorts, spaghetti straps, and flip flops! If I could, I'd like some sunglasses too. That would be fabulous. Oh, and we ran out of sunscreen, so we need that too. =\
Jessica emailed Pa telling him that she needs a computer. Either one for birthday (because we never bought her anything), or for college. Yee! She graduated! I totally forgot about her graduation. Sis grows up fast. I wonder if she forgot about me, though. Do you think Pa can afford one for her? I've my own to worry about.
Yesterday, I started looking through Fairyopolis - a book I bought when I was still in elementary. It's pretty. A journal about how a woman found faries and sketched beautiful pictures in it. Instead of a journal, it was more like a scrapbook. So now, after looking through it, I want a scrapbook of my own! It's so creative and nice. Paste your memories in there and look back at it whenever you want. Think Ma will buy it? I want to convince her telling her that it's a summer project I'd like to work on.
I'd like to audition for YG Entertainment! I read Soompi's forums, and sounds like I have a chance. Well, everyone does, but I really, really want to try out. Despite that I have to practice vocal training to be 36452393723729193283 better, there's hope. YG is a tough place, but they don't care what your nationality is! Korean or not, your welcome as long as you have talent. Very few people made it through auditions for YG last year, a black girl and a Korean one (I think). I might have to be like Bom-shii. Keep working until they accept me.
I like SM, too. But they don't always protect their stars privacy so much. There's Super Junior and BoA, but YG is more like a family. That's what I like about them.
Off to start practicing! YG, wait for me!
I've got some stuff that needs to be done by either this week or next week. Hopefully, most of the list will be crossed out. I need to get my lazy, skinny bum back in shape in order to impress coach in P.E. this summer. :(
I want to convince Pa to let me go to Demi's concert. Approximately over $100... damn.
clean closetvacuum bedroom- print/post posters
laundry- 5 push-ups (or more)
- clean the laptop screen (getting dusty)
- yoga stretches
- learn a dance routine
- mani/pedi
find my $10
I want to convince Pa to let me go to Demi's concert. Approximately over $100... damn.
Is it true?? Lady Gaga is performing with 2NE1? Nooooo....
2NE1 is awesome, but Lady Gaga is...
(What's crazy weird is that we have the same birthday.)
She only decided to visit Korea is maybe because of:
1.) Teddy, the producer - he could help make more songs for the lady
2.) find love (call me whacky!)
3.) She just just really wants to meet 2NE1.
For some reason, I don't want her to go there... but it's too late.
Alright, we get it. Yesung said something offending on public TV. But I'm sure he didn't mean it.
Chillax. It's over. Thanks to your BASHING, he feels apologetic now. I know a guy of that character. I know how he would feel.
If the host didn't ask a stupid, ridiculous question like that, he would not have been pressured to choose an answer. He would not have been mad at the woman who retorted him. Must I remind you: This is what the media does.
Please calm down. There's more I want to say, but I need to straighten it out.
I'm confused. Didn't Kim just trashed me with words a month ago? Now she wants to be friends with me again?
Should I forgive her? I want to be forgived, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for this. It feels wrong.
That the world can be just beautiful sometimes.
And sometimes, it can be just plain dreadful.
When I hear something new, I can get easily excited.
For example, Yesung oppa from Super Junior is going to MC a new variety show. He's actually getting the attention he deserves now by popping up in places he'll be seen. Since, he'll be the MC for the first time, I'll be going, "Yeah! Yeah! Yaayyy! It's Yesung oppa!"
Or the time I heard that JaeJoong oppa from DBSK was starring in a drama. I kept checking up on My Soju to see if they subbed it yet. They didn't. I waited all month, excited for nothing.
I easily let things get to my head. I can't help it. Pathetic, I know!
For example, Yesung oppa from Super Junior is going to MC a new variety show. He's actually getting the attention he deserves now by popping up in places he'll be seen. Since, he'll be the MC for the first time, I'll be going, "Yeah! Yeah! Yaayyy! It's Yesung oppa!"
Or the time I heard that JaeJoong oppa from DBSK was starring in a drama. I kept checking up on My Soju to see if they subbed it yet. They didn't. I waited all month, excited for nothing.
I easily let things get to my head. I can't help it. Pathetic, I know!
I walk down the stairs to the kitchen with my pajamas still on. I rub my head, with hair tied into a messy bun. As I reach the counter in the kitchen, I yawn widely and blink my eyes twice. I then pour myself a glass of orange juice and sit down at the dining table.
As I sit down, I pick up the newspaper in front of me and sip some of the orange juice. My eyes scan left and right of the paper. I pause.
There were so many tragic stories printed on the paper. Every single part of the newspaper were filled with stories of sad stories, heartbreaking news, and worthless celebrity gossip. When was the last time the world ever faced peace?
My shoulders slump and I put down the paper. My mornings weren't as bright as it used to be.
As I sit down, I pick up the newspaper in front of me and sip some of the orange juice. My eyes scan left and right of the paper. I pause.
There were so many tragic stories printed on the paper. Every single part of the newspaper were filled with stories of sad stories, heartbreaking news, and worthless celebrity gossip. When was the last time the world ever faced peace?
My shoulders slump and I put down the paper. My mornings weren't as bright as it used to be.